Mostly I wanted to paint the feeling of lightness, when control is lost.
It is sort of something elusive and pleasant that impossible to keep, like a dandelion seeds blowing with the wind. It is a way how addictions are win.
I painted three of them- food, sex addiction and megalomania.
I didn’t want to show them scary, in reality they looks harmless, nevertheless easily destroy people’s lives. Addiction daemons eat flowers, something not essential, not able to satisfy hunger. I hope that I won my addictions and feel good by accepting truth of me, my imperfection, understanding that results needs time and work. I allowed to myself to be in the point where I am.
And I am asking myself “Is it possible to win the addictions completely?”